PRAYER if my thoughts are lost up in the air would the wind bring it to you? over hills over to where you are would you promise to be true? and the leaves of the trees they will whisper in the breeze to hear the raindrops fall and the flowers and weeds they will bring me to my knees and pray that i will not recall and the sun, wont you come? wont you come to me? as i walk through the valley of this fantasy and you'll find, that our mind, is a one big shrine ask the world of its wonderousness and mysteries and the rain, wont you come? wont you comfort me? when im down, wont you break these chains and set me free? life is like a rainy day love is easy game to play life is such a funny way while we fade away ...	IN OUR DREAMS in our dreams, we're not what we seem while we sleep, all our lifes go dim spinning all around, blending and morphing to the ground crying all alone, anti-social and withdrawn in our dreams, we are what we seek young and free, drifting endlessly reaching for the stars, we lose ourselves and who we are twinkling in the sky, as seconds minutes pass us by when we finally die, we find our life is just a dream. inner personality - hidden within fantasies of hideaway locked away inside the streams of conscious energy on the neurosis ride of thoughts and wants and fantasies twisted up inside our intertwined life circuitry
DROPS OF RAIN hey you, random thoughts of you together we will love the pain inside you split in two, fantasizing you you're the silent night that fades away drops of rain spilling onto the sky of your strain drops of rain washing away our pain, it slithers away rainbows slide into the light stretch my wings and learn to fly tryin to find the way back home to you suicide brings delight coincide and disunite awaken the sky with colour grey azure	FEEL YOU knot the rope, silently, painlessly in my darkness it creeps let your glow be the warmth over me was enslaved now i'm free fear you - feel you i cry, i'm high ugly noises in my head i sleep away dreaming of the pain today let this night alter my vision through death set me free take me far away hold me, don't give way fear you - feel you i cry, now i'm high
WHAT A GHOST MIGHT SAY all the talking to herself and all the humming are just the beginnings of her madness. happiness in slavery, happiness insanity. i watch her as she sleeps i watch her as she eats loving the routines of happiness insanity. When she gets frightened, she knows it's time to hide. but there's nothing left to give i watch her nakedness i watch her as she sleeps. happiness in slavery, happiness insanity. DISQUIET LIFE if your day becomes a constant fight why bother to make it right? you know you've failed and tried tie a noose over your pretty neck take these pills they'll calm you down a drink will wash them down pain is what you don't need pain as we drift off to sleep pick a bridge, you'll feel the fear and jump turn the gas on, let it run or pull the trigger dry your tears, you'll find that there are exits you can find along the way, in every way a disquiet life is what you don't need empty promises you can't keep when there is noone there left for you you know there's only one thing left to do call in sick, there's noone home lock the door, unplug the phone drop the drapes and write a note watch your story life unfold check your mails, pay off your bills you're going to learn the suicide skills, freedom's really all you have dont let them take away what's left choose your method, choose your fight make a choice cause its your right should you live or should you die you dont know it till you try loneliness can be a drag failure in life is a fact tie up every loose end tell noone of your final plans	F L I G H T FASCINATION I am trapped inside these four walls that i magnify this personality I've built around me will wrap me till the day i die and everyone is standing around holding chips of broken days and while the stones tear into their skin they're fearing life in a dreamy haze I am the one locked outside while the curious are all peering in our true selves that we hide as we blend into a practical being I am morphing into you our mental iceberg split in two what is there left to give? if you take it all with you? interconnection of you and me living the perfect dream exploring the neurosis ride of human emotions intertwined blending and morphing into a pretty-colored butterfly spiralling down, exploring around flowing in and out of you fascination fall fascination fall let the world fall away