FAILED AND TRIED
if your day becomes a constant fight
why bother to make it right?
you know you've failed and tried
tie a noose over your pretty neck
take these pills they'll calm you down
a drink will wash them down
pain is what you don't need
pain as you drift off to sleep
pick a bridge, you'll feel the fear and jump
turn the gas on, let it run
or pull the trigger
dry your tears, you'll find that there
are exits you can find
along the way, in every way
call in sick, there's noone home
lock the door, unplug the phone
drop the drapes and write a note
watch your story life unfold
check your mails, pay off your bills
you're going to learn the suicide skills,
freedom's really all you have
dont let them take away what's left
choose your method, choose your fight
make a choice cause its your right
should you live or should you die
you dont know it till you try
loneliness can be a drag
failure in life is a fact
tie up every loose end
tell noone of your final plans
if your day becomes a constant fight
why bother to make it right?
you know you've failed and tried
failed and tried, failed and tried.. |
SILENT WORDS
through the years of tedious games you play
every step is up a hill, feelings unconveyed
empty promises you cannot keep
living up to you is such a
privilege i cannot take
through the years of silent words you say
were you there beside me, with me
keeping me this way?
words on display
i'm walking in circles, trying to find a way
words that you say
are hidden in silence,
drifting through the daze of space
dreamy grey and tinted views
my spirit's tired from your abuse
why is it me whom you choose?
your love's on display
it's hidden in silence,
drifting through the daze of space
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